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    "description": "\"BigChild\"  &nbsp;  N280921  Diptych Arcylic paint on stretched canvas, mixed technique, Palette knife \ud83d\udda4\ud83e\udde1\ud83e\udd0e Signed on the back and initialed on the front  Size: 160 x 120 cm (63 x 48 inch)  Abstract art is more about the expression and the beauty of the expression than the beauty itself. Life sometimes can feel heavy and IT IS HEAVY and HARD but also So BEAUTIFUL! And having a creative window to turn to when we are not sure how to express what we feel\u00a0is just priceless.  A painting is like a visual journal of what I have inside. The final painting is important as the process itself, because it allows me to have no boundaries or expectations.  This one is very special to me, because it marks the end of one chapter and the beginning of another. This is the end of a difficult period that I consider a period of healing, of filling social gaps, of building my moral and personal development. A phase that I spent trying to survive instead of living, a difficult phase finally over.  Today more than ever, I am grateful to have survived a difficult past that I have finally come to terms with. I am very grateful to God and the very few ones who has always been there for me, to be the person I am today. A person of whom I am proud of his attachment to his values, for his spirit, and his authenticity. It is not out of arrogance, but rather out of innocent self-love that I have long deprived myself of."
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